I think some times I can't say no simply because I don't wanna hurt feelings. Most of the time if its true and you need to hear it, I would let you know.

I had dinner with some friends. I haven't seem them for a while. But parts of me didn't mind keeping it that way.

I don't like superficialness. I think that my friends that I love dearly (even some that are gay) they aren't very superficial. They are like me in most ways, very down to earth. They all may have something they like a lot (e.i. clothes, video games, hair products etc...) But they heart is good.

I don't like having to defend my friends against other friends. Especially when the person I'm defending has no idea that I'm putting up a fight for them. And do I tell them this? Hey did you know so and so was talking about you. To me that seems so "Old Mutual" (heh I had to say it!). What makes it worse is if I don't know if I'm right in defending that person, because I don't know. I feel that isn't any of my business to know, and if you feel free in telling me that's great.

Ergh I don't know... I think the next time I'm just going to save myself the trouble and say no.